.Monday, September 21, 2009 ' 6:57 PM Y
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selamat hari raya to all!i had a great day yesterdae...which is the 1st dae of raya...yey!no more puasa-ing...but too bad...tmr gonna start my attachment back...i won't be tet free 2 go jln raya...tk bez sey gitu...aru nak klua jln raya with fiz...yesterdae of coz go my aunts n uncles house...not tet much house though coz when we went to the house, most of my other aunts n uncles was there...btw...raya reali made me feel old leh...duti raya not many is giving me...usualli 1st dae got alot of duit raya...but now only $50...haiz...i'm feeling reali old...one day, i'm not gonna get animore duit raya...instead i'm the one who has to give kids money...aiyaya!1st went raya-ing on my bro-in-law's car...den when they sae tet dere's no more houses to go to, i went raya-ing in my 1st bro's car...to his wife's side of the family...went home at 1am++late rite...last house was sis-in-law's father house...which was in jrg...so near my house mah...since the adults were busy talking...the young adults...which are me n mira, went camwhoring...step jadi model lah ape lah...laugh at muke mepek kitorang...it was damn fun...long time sey tak jumpe mira...we were very close tau...we grew up together when my late mum took care of us together...when we meet, we will always laugh at the incidents which happen when we were young...talking bout my late mom...this is the 1st raya my family had without her...i miss my beloved mum so much...its been half a year since she left us but she will always be in my mind...i keep thinking bout her...n evrytime i tink bout her i would cry...the ones who is closest to her is me n mira...even mira told me tet she too will get emotional when she tinks bout her...only she will make me feel the love tet she has for me...she is the onli one who reali cares alot bout me...yesterdae, the first we go to was to the cemetery...to doa kn al-fatihah 4 her...i love u so much mum!the next place we go 2 was my aunt house...she has lost alot of weight...she is reali ill right now...she has lung cancer...she is now on oxygen...the doctor told her family 2 be prepared 4 the worst...syukurlah dier dpt celebrate raye tis year...oklah...now i wanna call fiz...he sae wanna call me back but til now never call me...bacen sey dier...=)bbyes... 
