.Friday, November 13, 2009 ' 11:56 PM Y
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sumtimes i feel like i juz keep a happy front when i'm actuali not...my life has been miserable enough for me to sumtimes feel like it's not worth it to live...my feeling rite now: sad....=(n i dun like tis feeling...i hate it actuali...i wanna be happy...how i wish my life would be full of happiness rather den sadness...sumtimes i tink tet i'm being too "nice" tet people tend to hurt my feelings...my relationship status rite now: complicatedwe can be happy one second n hated each other the next...i dun hate him...i LOVE him...he hates me...i dunno wat i have 2 do 2 make him happy...1 mistake i do will make him hate me...n now he hate me alot...n i mean alot!!u'll noe how much he hate me when my relationship status in facebook change...so for now i'll check my relationship status everyday...n hopefully he won't change it...H.O.P.E.F.U.L.L.Yi'll love u no matter wat...n like i said juz now...I WON'T GIVE UP...=( 
sumtimes i feel like i juz keep a happy front when i'm actuali not...
